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hey guys whats up? what to say? tonight was quit an experiance. i knew what i had to do...but i couldn't. like usual..i am a failure. sometimes i sit and wonder what our purpose here on earth is? why did God create us? why didn't he just keep up in heaven to himself and not have to worry about all of us screwing up or not believing in him...i don't know what i am talking about...sometimes i lay in bed and pray to God and when i ask him to speak back, i hear nothing. silence. i sit and wait. day after day, my patience grows thin..what should i do..that can make you feel like the lonliest person alive. you can have all the friends in the world but when you can't hear God...you feel like the lonliest person in the world.
my brother jason got baptised today. he makes me want to be a better person. i see him and he has his life together and has a good relationship with God. he knows whats right and whats wrong and can limit himself. i wish i could be as self motivated and self disiplined as him.
my brother jason got baptised today. he makes me want to be a better person. i see him and he has his life together and has a good relationship with God. he knows whats right and whats wrong and can limit himself. i wish i could be as self motivated and self disiplined as him.