Blah, blah, blah

Nov 19, 2006 17:15

Had a very unsettling dream last night that involved, among other things, neighbors torturing my cats, homeless puppies, Grandma having bought an angry pit bull while in the hospital, people appearing in my bedroom, mall vendors attempting to coerce me into buying stuff, and a good deal of other things that I don't remember exactly but that left those really worrying after-feelings. I woke up at one-ish feeling totally unrested, so I curled up and dozed off into some more dreams about my grandmother's house until about three or three thirty. I really miss her house - even now, though it's only been a year since she moved out (wow, has it really been that long?), there are lots of things that I can't remember about the layout and such, and I don't know why, because I suppose it doesn't matter, but that makes me a little sad.

I really, really want to go home. Dad will be picking me up on Wednesday at three, and it turns out we will be having dinner at home instead of at my aunt's place in Yakima, so I'm thankful for that. Following that, LARP on Friday, and I'm kind of in a pickle regarding a ride back to Salem because Torin won't be there (speaking of, uh, he's the person I'm buying for in our secret Santa thing, so, wait, what?) and I'm asking around and I suppose if worse comes to worst, I can ride with somebody into Olympia and catch a Greyhound south from there, but there are so many things that could go wrong with that plan, including but not limited to: not being in time for the last bus to Portland, arriving in Portland too late for the last bus going to Salem, and so on, pretty much all of which end with the ultimate problem of having to stay the night in either Olympia or Portland but not having enough money to do so, which in turn leads into a host of other problems that include missing classes on Monday...... I do not want to think about this.

Anyway. Japanese homework, laundry, shower, dinner... followed by Ryan's RP, which somehow automatically makes my day a lot better, if only because we're either saving or destroying the world; it's awfully hard to tell which just yet.

Edit: All I want for Generic Winter Holiday of Gift Giving is a boffer latex polearm. Except I really don't know where I can find a good one that's not ridiculously expensive and won't take three months to ship from Europe... or how to convince my parents that this is a good idea. Any ideas, guys?

larp, ramble, angst, dreams

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