Forget regret or life is yours to miss
I don't feel well again. Hopefully I'll feel better later so I can go out with some people after work. Maybe I'll get drunk. Does it help to make friends if you get drunk? I guess I'll find out.
That's the only good thing about being 21, being able to get into drinking places. Everything else sucks. I'm kidding... obviously, there's something else good about being 21, I just can't think of an example right now.
I started to miss people today, like JB and everyone on those bus rides, the games, etc. But especially JB. Not that it matters, I haven't seen him in like 2 years or more. I totally blew that, and he was the only really hot guy who ever liked me... (Oh, wait, besides that one married almost-famous guy, eek.)
Isn't it weird when you suddenly start missing people? And you wonder if they'd even remember you, or if they'd even talk to you again. And then you start regretting things, and you just get into a depressed loop and feel like a big incompetent loser? I know I should stop doing it.
I need to think happy thoughts. Candy canes. A lake. Bunnies. Floppy, hoppy bunnies.
Aw, *sniff*, "bunnies" was Anya's last word before she was brutally slashed through the intestines. Haha, I'm okay, that's only a fictional character. I really am feeling better now!
Quotage for December 5
"May I always be the kind of person my dog thinks I am."
- Unknown, it was on the sign at the vet.
That's the only good thing about being 21, being able to get into drinking places. Everything else sucks. I'm kidding... obviously, there's something else good about being 21, I just can't think of an example right now.
I started to miss people today, like JB and everyone on those bus rides, the games, etc. But especially JB. Not that it matters, I haven't seen him in like 2 years or more. I totally blew that, and he was the only really hot guy who ever liked me... (Oh, wait, besides that one married almost-famous guy, eek.)
Isn't it weird when you suddenly start missing people? And you wonder if they'd even remember you, or if they'd even talk to you again. And then you start regretting things, and you just get into a depressed loop and feel like a big incompetent loser? I know I should stop doing it.
I need to think happy thoughts. Candy canes. A lake. Bunnies. Floppy, hoppy bunnies.
Aw, *sniff*, "bunnies" was Anya's last word before she was brutally slashed through the intestines. Haha, I'm okay, that's only a fictional character. I really am feeling better now!
Quotage for December 5
"May I always be the kind of person my dog thinks I am."
- Unknown, it was on the sign at the vet.