Butterflies
Ahh. I'm done packing. Until I think of what it is I'm forgetting, because there's always something. My computer was being a bitch earlier and wouldn't let me burn CDs. But it just now worked. Let's give a sigh of relief. Sigh.
I'm really nervous. In the good way, I think. Mostly excited (Squeeee!). I'll have to remember to be like Mulan (heh, Jill will get that). Hmm, speaking of Disney movies, I wonder if Madi is bringing her DVD (The circle of life, baby!) Ah, the point is, I'm gonna try to just be myself.
When I was at the mall, I felt... special. Well, after lots of panicking over things, I came to a conclusion. Twice, on two days. I'm not sure if I can put it into words like this. First, I was looking in Suncoast, and I thought I heard girls talking about Buffy. Yep, they were reading the latest magazine (which I thought I was supposed to get in the mail, but I guess my subscription is up). Heh, the fangirl in me got much too excited and started looking at the magazine as well. Why the specialness? The magazine had a very vague reference to Madi, and Spring and me in the Emma interview. But that's not even the point. Well, what Buffy fans have had such an opportunity? No, not just Buffy fans. WHO gets to meet the people who inspire their lives, their careers, their passions? The next conclusion came after accidently running into a girl who was long ago my best friend. You know, that whole thing with the sparking a fire inside. I remembered that my fire is burning quite intensely. "Every great achievement is a result of a heart on fire." That's a quote we used in cheerleading when we had a fire theme for nationals. Also, "We're hot, you're not."
I wanna give Amber Benson a hug. Reason? She called me cute last week. But I'll be giving out lots of hugs just tomorrow! To lots of cuties! WOO! SQUEE!
I don't particularily want to get up at 5am. But I am going to.
Wow, much too rambly. Must prepare.
I'm really nervous. In the good way, I think. Mostly excited (Squeeee!). I'll have to remember to be like Mulan (heh, Jill will get that). Hmm, speaking of Disney movies, I wonder if Madi is bringing her DVD (The circle of life, baby!) Ah, the point is, I'm gonna try to just be myself.
When I was at the mall, I felt... special. Well, after lots of panicking over things, I came to a conclusion. Twice, on two days. I'm not sure if I can put it into words like this. First, I was looking in Suncoast, and I thought I heard girls talking about Buffy. Yep, they were reading the latest magazine (which I thought I was supposed to get in the mail, but I guess my subscription is up). Heh, the fangirl in me got much too excited and started looking at the magazine as well. Why the specialness? The magazine had a very vague reference to Madi, and Spring and me in the Emma interview. But that's not even the point. Well, what Buffy fans have had such an opportunity? No, not just Buffy fans. WHO gets to meet the people who inspire their lives, their careers, their passions? The next conclusion came after accidently running into a girl who was long ago my best friend. You know, that whole thing with the sparking a fire inside. I remembered that my fire is burning quite intensely. "Every great achievement is a result of a heart on fire." That's a quote we used in cheerleading when we had a fire theme for nationals. Also, "We're hot, you're not."
I wanna give Amber Benson a hug. Reason? She called me cute last week. But I'll be giving out lots of hugs just tomorrow! To lots of cuties! WOO! SQUEE!
I don't particularily want to get up at 5am. But I am going to.
Wow, much too rambly. Must prepare.