Jul 31, 2006 13:52
Dyed my hair today. The color on the box was Dark Golden Brown.
It isn't dry, but I think it turned out similar to when I dyed it dark after I graduated high school. Which is how I want it. A bit of auburn-ish. Don't know where the "golden" part went.
A superficial change? Perhaps. Whenever I do this, I get really physically nervous. Mostly over the fact that I lose some hair in the process and it could damage it all.
But, in a way, that fear taking over reflects the bigger changes. The falling away of dead parts. Maybe I just need to visually see changes when I look in the mirror, and it's just a small step I need to take to feel like me.
transformation