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i hate crying ! and i hate wishing and hoping and wanting even needing for my life to be a lil bit normal !! my life sux and u dont noe it.... ure prbly thinking oh she doesnt noe what problems are she's only a 7th grader ! well think again ppl ive expeirenced way more than prbly all of you have! u guys have normal lives or sumwhat way better than ( Read more... )
for my mom to be home more
for my family to talk/call me
for my family not be skattered and see each other
for my family to act like a family
for my family to just be there
for my life to be good not having to worry about if i have a lunch ... will i go to skewl , is my sister okay , are my brothers okay , is my life okay ?
just the little things make my life normal that most/prbly all my friends have ... im not saying that they dont have prblems ... but they dont have the sorta lifestyle i had/do have
U guys didnt have to worry about were u were gonna be living the next day ... if u had money for/to get to skewl ... having a car ... wondering if ure mom will go away for a while ... and i dont mean a vacation ... wondering where i would go if something was to happen to my mom ... i couldnt stay with my brother... not my sister she lives in new mexico ... i wouldnt feel comfortable staying w/ my grandma cuz she judges my mom every single second ....and so on !!!!
these things worry me ... that u dont have to worry about !
just little things would make me feel normal !
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