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[peace_offender]

i HATE BEING LIKE THIS
MY HEART AND MIND HURT ME SO MUCH
I CANT STAND IT NO MORE,
I WISH I COULD JUST DIE AT THIS POINT
I FEEL LIKE IM LOOSING MOST OF MYSELF AND SELF RESPECT.
WHY CANT I TAKE YOU ANYMORE
YOU ARE THE REASON WHY ALL OF THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME.
YOUR A FUCKING BITCH
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS.
IM SITTING HERE DROWNING IN MYSELF
THINKING OF WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU
TO DESERVE THIS
I CANT AT STAND YOU
I CANT BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE
WHY ARE YOU DOIN THIS
PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU
WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU
WHY YOU ALWAYS BLAME EVERTHING ON ME.
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY
I CANT
YOU SAY IM AN ALCOHOLIC
BUT YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I DRINK
IM DESTROYING MY SELF
YOU DESTROYED, ME.
AFTER TONIGHT
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
HELP ME NOW.