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so tonight i'm going running with some friends and i think thats the only thing i'm lookin forward too.... my girls boy fucked her over and i'm pissed about that i hate it when my girl gets hurt she deserves so much better, i got my lip pierced last night it was weird, i mean i was in and out in like 15 min and they didn't numb it or anything i mean generally i have NO problem with a hole in my body at all but this one might actually be coming out it just doens't feel right....but oh well.... i've met a lot of interesting people in the last week or so, i've met a new girl whom i adore and then i met this boy.....yes candy met a boy.... he's wonderful and amazing and smart and witty and cute and so freakin smart and he makes me laugh his laugh is so adorable and i call him "goober" idk why but damn i think i acutalyl might like him like him..... he lives in omaha and next weekend i think we are going to go see a movie but yeah idk i'm sitlll in love tho and i'm not going to jeprodize that at all by doing anything stupid i can't hurt her like that nor can i risk losing her....and so far she and i have been amazing no fighting no arguing nothing and last night was the first night in a very very long time we got to hold eachother and go to sleep....it was wonderful.... so for now this boy and i are developing and amazing friendship and thats acutally just dandy for me...i need more friends that are just FREINDS.... speaking of friends my girly cami is moving! i'm sort of torn up about it honestly i love her so much shes amazing and though its just in omaha i'm going to miss her so much.... we havea lot of fun together when we hang out... and we just have this connection i guess.... but i'm going to miss her thats the point of this whole tangent i guess....tonight should be fun i'm happy about it i need a night away from everything and with my girl bean by my side we just can't do wrong...