Christmas cheer!
It's in the air! It's everywhere! People stabbing at eachother to get the last gift on their list for that snotty nephew of theirs that just "wiil die" if he doesn't get this latest and greatest new toy. As for me I'm peachy, been trying to create my own life, become my own person, whic I have found to be rather dificult, and proves to be when it's this time of year.
I have had a rocky year this year, lot's of depressing things, lot's of good things coming as well, I mean God has sent some awesome people into my life too, but it's hard to adapt to being with people. having fun with people and all that other stuff.
It's also hard because I tend to take things personally, like when plans get changed on me constantly, and cancelled all the time....and it's several people who do it, I don't know if it's just my choice in friends or the fact that I'm so easily able to forgive and understand that shit happens...where other people aren't as forgiving.
I'd type more but the spare bedroom is being usd tonight, so I guess I'll cut this a bit short. Merry Christmas everyone!
I have had a rocky year this year, lot's of depressing things, lot's of good things coming as well, I mean God has sent some awesome people into my life too, but it's hard to adapt to being with people. having fun with people and all that other stuff.
It's also hard because I tend to take things personally, like when plans get changed on me constantly, and cancelled all the time....and it's several people who do it, I don't know if it's just my choice in friends or the fact that I'm so easily able to forgive and understand that shit happens...where other people aren't as forgiving.
I'd type more but the spare bedroom is being usd tonight, so I guess I'll cut this a bit short. Merry Christmas everyone!