almost done..
ive taken two outta three finals.. i have gov't. today.. i know its gonna be a tuff one.. there's no way im gonna pass it.. even if i do study my ass off.. i can't retain the information and use it later on the test.. it just doesn't work that way.. specially for a subject that is so not interesting in any aspect at all. it sucks..
anyway.. tonight i have my assessment for alcohol at 7. fun stuff.. not really.. nick said he went and tole the whooolllleee truth.. lotta good that did him.. not so much.. he tole me to just lie.. and make shure my dad lies with me. it should be pretty easy.. and very believeable.. i just don't wanna have to go through with the whole thing cause i have to go to a place that makes me very uncomfortable and i dunno how happy i am about that.. but whatev.. what has to be done will be done.
arite so i just realized sunthin this morning when i walk texting evan.. and sorta the other night too when i was out with brad joey and their girls.. not only that but well alrite i have a lot to say that prolly won't make lots of sense and it'll just sound like me complaining.. but this is how it goes so shut up and listen.. (or read) so.. not only do i know for shure that im completely done with brad.. cause i realized a lot of things.. first.. he's getting a huge present for his girlfriend for christmas.... slash one of their anniverseries.. sone kind of ring.. so yeah.. not only that but ive been looking at him through diff. eyes.. he's really just kind of a weird kid.. and i hate how he eats.. he's the grossest eater ive ever seen.. he makes such a mess and he eats so much and its just gross.. he's skinny and akward.. i don't know why i wanted him so bad before.. and now whenever im with him.. he's usually always with his girlfriend.. i just laugh.. cause of the stupid things she says.. and how annoying she is.. ah..
ok not only that.. but now joey has a girlfriend.. and well see evan met a girl.. joey's girlfriend's friend.. evan quit smoking for her.. i don't even know how long they've known each other.. but im just sayin.. and this actually makes me sad a lot.. my boys aren't really my boys anymore.. they have their own girls now.. and now i don't know what im gonna do.. what am i gonna do without my boys? they're everything to me.. i have so much fun with them.. i don't think they realize how much they mean to me.. and now their not even mine anymore.. so i guess thats it..
now i get to take the hardest final of my life and im gonna fail for shure.. followed by the worst night of my life.. so this is just the best day ever.. *hillary
anyway.. tonight i have my assessment for alcohol at 7. fun stuff.. not really.. nick said he went and tole the whooolllleee truth.. lotta good that did him.. not so much.. he tole me to just lie.. and make shure my dad lies with me. it should be pretty easy.. and very believeable.. i just don't wanna have to go through with the whole thing cause i have to go to a place that makes me very uncomfortable and i dunno how happy i am about that.. but whatev.. what has to be done will be done.
arite so i just realized sunthin this morning when i walk texting evan.. and sorta the other night too when i was out with brad joey and their girls.. not only that but well alrite i have a lot to say that prolly won't make lots of sense and it'll just sound like me complaining.. but this is how it goes so shut up and listen.. (or read) so.. not only do i know for shure that im completely done with brad.. cause i realized a lot of things.. first.. he's getting a huge present for his girlfriend for christmas.... slash one of their anniverseries.. sone kind of ring.. so yeah.. not only that but ive been looking at him through diff. eyes.. he's really just kind of a weird kid.. and i hate how he eats.. he's the grossest eater ive ever seen.. he makes such a mess and he eats so much and its just gross.. he's skinny and akward.. i don't know why i wanted him so bad before.. and now whenever im with him.. he's usually always with his girlfriend.. i just laugh.. cause of the stupid things she says.. and how annoying she is.. ah..
ok not only that.. but now joey has a girlfriend.. and well see evan met a girl.. joey's girlfriend's friend.. evan quit smoking for her.. i don't even know how long they've known each other.. but im just sayin.. and this actually makes me sad a lot.. my boys aren't really my boys anymore.. they have their own girls now.. and now i don't know what im gonna do.. what am i gonna do without my boys? they're everything to me.. i have so much fun with them.. i don't think they realize how much they mean to me.. and now their not even mine anymore.. so i guess thats it..
now i get to take the hardest final of my life and im gonna fail for shure.. followed by the worst night of my life.. so this is just the best day ever.. *hillary