Starting Over
Well ive noticed that there are a couple things in my life that are changing for the good such as.....
-The name change with EC
-New church location (still calvery, we're just moving)
-the new addition to my family
and a couple other small but just as important things.........so why not change my LJ name.....
StartingOver615 is the new name to my LJ useage. I noticed that my current LJ is full of memories that some are dead and some that arent dead are changing. With the new starts in my own walk in my faith and my own walk in my life...i want to reflect that with my LJ. I know its stupid but it has a bigger meaning to me. Peace_and_Faith was named because a very special man that is still in my life told me that when i was going through a hard time to look through my Bible and find all the verses i could on Peace because i wasnt full of very much peace in my life. and now that i am filled to the brim of Peace and Hope and Joy that i can show that by showing everyone who reads my journal that im am FOR REAL starting over. Alot of people know my more recent of actions and that im currently and have paid the price for them . And now that i am planning on pathing a straight way for the incoming joy in my life, i want this path to be as clean and straight as can be along with my example for this incoming joy. I know to alot of you im not making any sense on this journal entry and im about ready to just come out and explain myself but there are some people that dont know information that this journal has strung in it and i want to be the person to tell them in person, not through a internet journal. So ill try to sum this up the best i can. You know what, forget it, they are going to hear it anyway, either from me, my lj, or the gossips that refuse to leave this topic alone. This is my last entry on this journal so it might as well be a good one. im going to answer alot of questions some of you probably have and maybe suprise some of you
-I have decided to change
-My boyfriend and I are no longer having sex
-i currently am 4 months pregnant and yes, am still 16 years old
-i am attending a church were they have NOT sent me away, they still accept me
-I know that i messed up so you dont need to tell me, talk among yourselves, i know you already have
-i still am in what used to be Eternal Cry and is now Untamed Ministries
-no, sorry, they DONT hate me
-yes shawn is 20
-im not going to go all religious and condem all of my friends that are having sex and read this journal to hell on Monday
-because of my mistake, i WILL slap any of my friends if i find out your not useing protection, but you all knew that ne way :-D but keep in mind i LOVE you!!
And last but deffinately not least
- PLEASE DO NOT tell me im showing.....i know....i see it every day......saying that is a nice way of telling me im getting fat.....
Okay, now that you all know that....
Check out my new LJ!!!!!!!!! its
StartingOver615 add me and ill add you and i might have already added you and such but leave comments reminding me to add you if i havent already!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!
nikki