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Oct 07, 2005 19:22

i saw this today, thought it was cute

the only 3 things a girl needs in life:

love to feel weak, alcohol to feel strong, and the friends that pick her up when both make her hit the floor

My friend Emilie comes into town tomorrow. Just great, since my friends are too. Well hopefully I can make some time for everyone. I went to the airport yesterday to pick up Mimi but she didn't come off the flight that was HERS!! So as I began to worry and ask questions, I checked out the hot pilots and thought about how hot guys in uniform really are. haha But then I finally said fuck it and left. When I got home I realized I went two days early.
WHY do the guys I DON'T like hit on me. I'm not good at reading flirts and shit like that but when a pervert is persistent and does not get the hint, well then you just have to bring down the house. Well that is what my friend Andrew thinks. But I'm fine with playing stupid and ignoring it. My plan is this: it just won't ever happen!
There is this guy Matt (19 year old) who expresses his feelings like an eight year old.
There is this guy Dan (29) who plays the whole "sensitive-guy-who-listens-then-invites-her -to-a-super-8-motel!!" crap. yea, that's gonna get 'em!
There is this guy Derrick (23?) who likes to stick his dick ON your ass.
There's this guy Chris (18) who plays hard to get?
There was this guy Paul (30) who likes to stare at your boobs when he talks to you and check out your ass as you walk away, disgusted. Oh I forgot to mention he flashes people and is married.
There is this guy Josh (21) who is cute, good smile, and a huge flirt that you just can't have!
There's this guy Ryan, who does not date.
This guy James, Phil, Junior (all the same person 22), and he's taken!!

Woah is me! I just want a guy to hang out with, and stuff. Plus I'm lonely, all my friends are gone.
I have to start looking into colleges again. It's not that hard really, unless you make it that way. Which is waht I do best. :)
Looks like I'm finally getting around to buying tickets for Israel and Australia. Skiing in Colorado will be over $500 so I might scratch that. NYC will be free because of dad and I have the money for my exploration in the bank. Basically all the money I saved up for the past 6 months. I shouldn't feel bad for that because I will be enrichening (is that actually a word?) my life with culture, travel, memories, experiences, people, etc. I have to admit that I do feel a tad bit bad for spending it even though it will be worth more than money itself. I don't need to worry too much about college $$ because my dad will help and I will work and I'll hopefully get a couple scholarships. I still don't know where I want to go and what I want to pick for my "major." The reason that I quoted that is because it won't matter really what I put down on paper. I will change and therefore probably change my mind as well. It's just the thought of picking ONE thing! I think I wnat to go somewhere that you can minor in something.
My only real anxiety that I'm having with this whole college thing is writing and essay and being accepted. For some reason I'm having a hard time believe I will get picked anywhere...and that's not good. *note to self - Need to change mentality on that.
Well I'm going to hit up my CD player now and do my nails for something.
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