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last night i ended throwing up twice. that was gross. my mom thinks i have food poisoning. i bought garden state yesterday that was very good. i was gonna go to my grandfathers house for lasagna dinner cause hes old and dying but then i couldnt. im really sad. i is ellie. she was just here but i already miss her. i think i should just move to portland and live with her. i had fun at costco with esther. we played the pianos.i feel like my stomache doesnt want to hold the food in it. i shouldnt have eaten. or i guess maybe just not so much. but in my mind i had to make up for the food that i threw up last night. blah