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Apr 04, 2005 15:33

when i read my book i just start thinking and i love it. its amazing to just let go and see where your mind takes you.
life is awkward sometimes. today was an awkward day.
i was tired and unhappy all day. french put me in a bad mood. there are two people that i know of that just put me in a bad mood every time i see them. one of these people is the student teacher in french. having to start my day out with him is not a great idea. i dont think he should be a teacher. all his students would hate him.
i wounder sometimes what my life would be like if i were more out going. it seems like being shy creates an invisible wall around you.
when i think about who i am i dont always like the person i find. i think of ways i change that and be the person the person i want to be, but then later i forget and in the moment i go back to the way i was. i dont always feel like myself. but at the same tim i dont want to be something im not. i need to find who i really am. sometimes i think i know but at other times i dont. it would be nice to go to one of those camps where you are stuck alone by yourself and you just have to think. i like to think. i to ponder existence and figure out who i really am. that would be appropriate right now.
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