Oct 28, 2004 01:05
So Amber is gone now and im all Emocore and sad. LOL everything is core now for me and it's all Amber's fault. Ok....So Tuesday was a lazy day of sleeping late and stuff. I had fun playing games. We went ghost hunting but everyone chickened out of the Christ Church cematary. that was pretty Fagcore of everyone. I tried reading tombstones to get people interested but everyone just seemed pretty hell bent on getting out of there.
Then we came home. We discovered the love of a new game called Burnout 3. Car crashes! YEA BUDDY! Ray wopped some ass on the races!
Im pretty damn confused but Kat keeps emailing me saying that she wants to be "friendly" with me. Im not sure exactly what she means by that, and im not exactly sure I can be friendly with her. I did open a line of communication for her. I told her she could call me if she wanted. I kinda think she wants me to grovel back at her feet and that shit just isn't gonna happen.
Amber and I talked about how shitty the next Hanson tour is gonna be. Stacey and Amanda hate each other, Kat and I arn't on good terms, and so basically that's gonna spit the crew up. I don't know....I think it might be better if we just met up at the venues and didn't have a group. Then everyone can be independant and do what they want without worrying about pleasing a bunch of other people but it also leaves Amber and I torn, cause I can't just leave Stacey in B-wick with no body, and Amber can't leave Amanda in War Town. Shittyness.
In anycase im pooped....I miss Amber already....and yea
so im all xXSleepcoreXx
Im out