At a loss

[pdroz]

I can't keep doing this.

I'm lonely and I'm confused and just when I think I have something figured out, you change on me. Suddenly you aren't interested anymore? I have no idea. I feel like I'm being strung along and it's my own fault for being unable to make up my damn mind.

Summer cannot come quickly enough. A fresh start, in whatever form it is going to take, cannot come quickly enough.

I need something. I just wish I knew what.