A happy return??
Either monday night or tuesday morning I will be returning home for the first time in a month.
I will be returning to a strange place, a differnt place for that I left.
I havent been to BR in four months...the longest strech since entering.
My friends, aside from a close few, will not be there, my family will be there, but adjusted to life without me. Will my dog even recognize me?
I've become adapted to the New York lifestyle...faster, and advanced.
I love the city...but it doesnt have the feeling of home. My worry is, will home have the feeling of home?
I've made great friends since coming here...really great, but when I get home I'll miss not being able to call my FRIENDS and say...lets go see a movie...or lets go smoke some pot...or lets do something...I miss everything about being the Peter Drosos I knew...but I also admire the reformation of the Peter Drosos I am.
I find myself missing my father, and I find now that I admire him more than I allowed.
I also miss Lauren...I wasnt that great of an older brother...I think the age difference put a damper on our relationship...we dont like the same things, we dont have simelar interests...I was too protective and bossy over her...I miss her though.
My mother has been in contact with me...and I can tell that she misses me. I blame my mother for a lot of things that arent her fault...but there are justified reasons for why our relationship isnt a strong as my relationship with my father is.
I miss all of my grandparents...and will be sure to say hello to them.
I also miss my aunts and uncles...they are all very important people to me.
I'm begging to read something from my friends...so I implore all of you to leave me a comment on this post.
I love and miss you all.
Peter
I will be returning to a strange place, a differnt place for that I left.
I havent been to BR in four months...the longest strech since entering.
My friends, aside from a close few, will not be there, my family will be there, but adjusted to life without me. Will my dog even recognize me?
I've become adapted to the New York lifestyle...faster, and advanced.
I love the city...but it doesnt have the feeling of home. My worry is, will home have the feeling of home?
I've made great friends since coming here...really great, but when I get home I'll miss not being able to call my FRIENDS and say...lets go see a movie...or lets go smoke some pot...or lets do something...I miss everything about being the Peter Drosos I knew...but I also admire the reformation of the Peter Drosos I am.
I find myself missing my father, and I find now that I admire him more than I allowed.
I also miss Lauren...I wasnt that great of an older brother...I think the age difference put a damper on our relationship...we dont like the same things, we dont have simelar interests...I was too protective and bossy over her...I miss her though.
My mother has been in contact with me...and I can tell that she misses me. I blame my mother for a lot of things that arent her fault...but there are justified reasons for why our relationship isnt a strong as my relationship with my father is.
I miss all of my grandparents...and will be sure to say hello to them.
I also miss my aunts and uncles...they are all very important people to me.
I'm begging to read something from my friends...so I implore all of you to leave me a comment on this post.
I love and miss you all.
Peter