Jun 29, 2005 00:43
The aftermath of May:
wow June is so terrible compared to May...but there are some good things to draw from it, so I'm just going to keep my head up. I think she's finally forgiven me for being an asshole...and finally things seem to be straighting themselves out. Even if we end up being best friends, I'll take it...but there is something about kissing her that just...idk. I'm just going to continue to be patient and hopefully we can get close again...we've started to talk on the phone again like before and I realized how empty I was without her saying goodnight.
Idk...I'm casually returning to normal...but I think its time to see a head doctor to straighten things out a bit more.
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