PSA: Dragons Proof of Life
Guys, in response to a few kind emails I've gotten from concerned parties...
Um.
I'm having an incredibly rough trot. I'm very sad all the time and my eyes keep leaking. I've done some very stupid things in the last couple of weeks, but fortunately picking up a drink hasn't been one of them. I got myself into an AA meeting on Friday and I'm going to find another one tomorrow.
Something happened on the weekend that made my world seem bright and golden and like there might be an end to this feeling forthcoming. But my little beacon of happy was...well, it's not here anymore. I'm going to have to tread water and wait for the wheel a little longer. I know the wheel will turn. I do. But for now I'm going back to bed and I'm going to cry some more.
I'm going to be okay. I'm not going to have a drink. Nobody needs to be worried. Wellsy is on duty and making sure there is icecream and pie in my freezer and that vegetables and coffee are getting down my gullet. There is a roll of toilet paper handy in lieu of tissues.
I just need to be not online a lot right now until I have my shit sorted.
Thanks a bunch for caring, guys. I apologise if my absence has caused anyone to worry. Not my intention at all. I'll be back before you know it. Swears.
Um.
I'm having an incredibly rough trot. I'm very sad all the time and my eyes keep leaking. I've done some very stupid things in the last couple of weeks, but fortunately picking up a drink hasn't been one of them. I got myself into an AA meeting on Friday and I'm going to find another one tomorrow.
Something happened on the weekend that made my world seem bright and golden and like there might be an end to this feeling forthcoming. But my little beacon of happy was...well, it's not here anymore. I'm going to have to tread water and wait for the wheel a little longer. I know the wheel will turn. I do. But for now I'm going back to bed and I'm going to cry some more.
I'm going to be okay. I'm not going to have a drink. Nobody needs to be worried. Wellsy is on duty and making sure there is icecream and pie in my freezer and that vegetables and coffee are getting down my gullet. There is a roll of toilet paper handy in lieu of tissues.
I just need to be not online a lot right now until I have my shit sorted.
Thanks a bunch for caring, guys. I apologise if my absence has caused anyone to worry. Not my intention at all. I'll be back before you know it. Swears.