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At this moment i feel as if i have no friends. And i feel as if i am just living to be living. My days seem unproductive, and i am bored out of my mind. I want to grow spiritually, but its so hard to when you feel as if you are the only real person. I hang out with good people, but they proclaim to be christian, but God is never the focus. Therefore, i am left without anyone to connect with and have a deep conversation with. It seems i always only write about my problems. I am sorry for that. I really really really really want to go to colorado. I should have been there, but i let my parents, once again, talk me out of it. Well next fall i can assure you i will be there. haha. Well i hope.