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I feel like it has been forever since I posted something with actual substance to it. I guess its time I do that.
Like I said before, Amarillo was interesting. We had to go through all of my grandmother's things and decide what we wanted, what to keep, what to sell, what to donate, and what to throw away. I hated going through it all. It felt like I was violating her trust and being nosy. I got to take her wedding dress because I'm the only one that can fit in it. I'd like to wear it but I'm not sure if I could. I guess I'll see someday.
This weekend went better than I had expected although things still aren't the way I'd like them to be between Mark and I. I don't know how to make them that way so I've just given up.
Like I said before, Amarillo was interesting. We had to go through all of my grandmother's things and decide what we wanted, what to keep, what to sell, what to donate, and what to throw away. I hated going through it all. It felt like I was violating her trust and being nosy. I got to take her wedding dress because I'm the only one that can fit in it. I'd like to wear it but I'm not sure if I could. I guess I'll see someday.
This weekend went better than I had expected although things still aren't the way I'd like them to be between Mark and I. I don't know how to make them that way so I've just given up.