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May 07, 2007 21:41

Group projects. I hate those. So, 80% of my group project was completed by yours truly. As usual.

The end of the semester draws closer and closer. Not like I have much of a break; tax accounting 2 begins on the 29th and of course work full time. But that is life I suppose.

So, where to begin. I have decided to become a hermit. Not entirely by choice, but nonetheless. Its not that I do not enjoy the company of others. I do. Just not now. For some reason all I want to do when I get home is lay on my bed and read or do school work or just listen to music. In solace. Weekends are another matter. I have found myself going home more and more. This place that I sleep each night of the week does not feel like home. Sad really, especially since I am paying to live here. An over sized dorm complex is truly its purpose. Id like to live alone maybe. If only I could afford it.

I have come to realize that I am more like my parents with each passing day. Organized, clean, and always looking for something to do. However, I can bring myself to expel energy in my house because I know it will only get dirty 40 mins later. I went home to my parents house this weekend and loved the cosyness. Comfort has become a big part of my life. I cannot stand not being comfortable in my domicile. Hopefully that can change, but very doubtful.

Alas, im going to study. Perhaps Ill write in this thing again sometime. Who knows. Really its just my form of venting. So on that note, ill write again when something pisses me off.

Hope all is well.
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