this is going to be interesting!
Well, I haven't updated fully in a while. A lot has happened since i updated last. This semester didn't go so well grade wise, relationship wise, life wise! My grades sucked! I lost Hope Scholarship which is NOT good at all! Thank goodness i still get to go to Piedmont because i really thought i wasn't going to be able to go back. That would have really sucked because i really love Piedmont! I let myself slack way to much this spring. I had way to much on my plate! That will all change next year thought! I won't have a lot on my plate. There will be NO more bad semesters even though there are only 3 left including this summer. Isn't that scary... I am a senior in college. I went to my little cousins ballet recital today and i ran into my band director from middle school. She asked me what grade i was in now and i told her that i am a senior in college. WOW! It sure doesn't feel like it has been 7 years since she has taught me! WOW! That is a long ass time! School will be better next year! I plan on staying at Piedmont for my master's! I might as well get it all over with as soon as i can!
My relationships with guys have sucked! First to start off the semester Chris broke up with me! He told me he wasn't in love with me anymore! What crap is that! It just makes me realize even more that he isn't the one for me! I wish i would have seen that a lot sooner! I have met a few guys since chris and they have all turned out not so good. One just didn't like me, which is OK! I don't blame him for that, he is still a good guy and i still talk to him! I liked a guy that doesn't know i liked him! I never told him but he probably wouldn't do anything about it, so it's not even worth it anymore! There is a guy i have been talking to since March and he has just up and decided not to return my phone calls or text messages which i think i kinda crappy! I have decided not to call or text him anymore! If he wants to talk to me then he will call! I just can't believe it! He is a great guy and i really wanted us to work out! There is something special but maybe it is just a good friendship... i don't know! There is a guy that works at the daycare my little cousin goes to and he is really nice! My mom told him i thought he was cute and she asked him if he has a girlfriend! What kind of mom would do that... an AWESOME one! As she says, "i broke the ice so now you can go and talk to him!" How great is that! I am going to talk to him on Tuesday when i pick patience up. We will see how that goes!
My life has been OK i guess! My dog had puppies and they are SO cute! My friends continue to amaze me everyday! They are all so awesome and so wonderful to me! Thank you so much! I have become somewhat closer to my family which is not normal for us! :) My sister leaves for an internship in Washington, D.C. in September and that really sucks! Well, it is great for her but i am going to miss her a lot! She is who i look up to! I love her and i want to see her succeed but i don't want her to go! I am starting to joke a lot more with my family which is good! They have always told me to go to Walmart and buy a since of humor! LOL! They are just great! I am back to work and school! They both suck but i have to do something! Work is just long and boring and school is OK i guess! I went to Country Fair with Robbie and Beth! OMG! We had SO much fun! We were 25th row to a SOLD OUT concert! I got the tickets through my work two days before the concert! How AWESOME is that! I went to the Jesse McCartney concert last night. It was an OK concert and i got to meet him too but there were WAY to many screaming girls there! Well i am sitting here not doing much so i guess i am going to go to bed now! I hope this long entry updates you all on my life! LOVE YOU!
My relationships with guys have sucked! First to start off the semester Chris broke up with me! He told me he wasn't in love with me anymore! What crap is that! It just makes me realize even more that he isn't the one for me! I wish i would have seen that a lot sooner! I have met a few guys since chris and they have all turned out not so good. One just didn't like me, which is OK! I don't blame him for that, he is still a good guy and i still talk to him! I liked a guy that doesn't know i liked him! I never told him but he probably wouldn't do anything about it, so it's not even worth it anymore! There is a guy i have been talking to since March and he has just up and decided not to return my phone calls or text messages which i think i kinda crappy! I have decided not to call or text him anymore! If he wants to talk to me then he will call! I just can't believe it! He is a great guy and i really wanted us to work out! There is something special but maybe it is just a good friendship... i don't know! There is a guy that works at the daycare my little cousin goes to and he is really nice! My mom told him i thought he was cute and she asked him if he has a girlfriend! What kind of mom would do that... an AWESOME one! As she says, "i broke the ice so now you can go and talk to him!" How great is that! I am going to talk to him on Tuesday when i pick patience up. We will see how that goes!
My life has been OK i guess! My dog had puppies and they are SO cute! My friends continue to amaze me everyday! They are all so awesome and so wonderful to me! Thank you so much! I have become somewhat closer to my family which is not normal for us! :) My sister leaves for an internship in Washington, D.C. in September and that really sucks! Well, it is great for her but i am going to miss her a lot! She is who i look up to! I love her and i want to see her succeed but i don't want her to go! I am starting to joke a lot more with my family which is good! They have always told me to go to Walmart and buy a since of humor! LOL! They are just great! I am back to work and school! They both suck but i have to do something! Work is just long and boring and school is OK i guess! I went to Country Fair with Robbie and Beth! OMG! We had SO much fun! We were 25th row to a SOLD OUT concert! I got the tickets through my work two days before the concert! How AWESOME is that! I went to the Jesse McCartney concert last night. It was an OK concert and i got to meet him too but there were WAY to many screaming girls there! Well i am sitting here not doing much so i guess i am going to go to bed now! I hope this long entry updates you all on my life! LOVE YOU!