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its amazing how this website used to be so important to me. its amazing how a lot of things used to be important to me. i cant get over how much things change over time. im 22 and yet i feel 33 at times. its interesting to see who still hasnt grown up, even though they themselves are also 22-25 years old. i have a hard time thinking back about who i called my best friends to only find out they were users. that all they care about is who is cool at the moment and to be close to them. but as soon as you become irrelivant they just dont care anymore. thats when the excuses come up, and the lies, and the betrayal.
and yet i find myself missing those so called friends every once in awhile. why? am i a sucker? no. because i am a true person, and i give my all to somthing when its dear to me. i dont see how you can sleep at night living the life style you do.
but there are the very few, who even though we've had out fights, are still there in the end. if you can own up to what you've done and want it in the past, then there is always another chance. but if you're going to be ignorant because you think you're hot shit, then don't waste my time, because i have more important things to deal with then crap.
i dont know what made me want to write about this, its very random.
thank you to the ones that keep me sane. its nice to have people that
understand you.
and yet i find myself missing those so called friends every once in awhile. why? am i a sucker? no. because i am a true person, and i give my all to somthing when its dear to me. i dont see how you can sleep at night living the life style you do.
but there are the very few, who even though we've had out fights, are still there in the end. if you can own up to what you've done and want it in the past, then there is always another chance. but if you're going to be ignorant because you think you're hot shit, then don't waste my time, because i have more important things to deal with then crap.
i dont know what made me want to write about this, its very random.
thank you to the ones that keep me sane. its nice to have people that
understand you.