weird dream time
yeah, so i had a weird dream last night. here goes...
okay, so i'm at school like any other day. however, as the day goes on, i'm finding it harder and harder to breathe. i get more breath when i try through my nose rather than my mouth, so i do that. by the time i'm in mr zamagias (he's my history teacher, a stickler for the rules, so i understand his later reaction)'s classroom, it's getting pretty bad. getting a little lightheaded causa lack of air. i manage to ask him to go to the health office. he seems quite suspicious (maybe he can't see my problem), but after pleading as much as i could with my condition, i manage to go down there. sometime either in this scene or when i get to the health office, i put my hands to my neck. it's cold, and my adam's apple is huge while other parts of my neck are shrunken and wrinkled. by the time i get to the health office, i'm getting quite lightheaded and can barely breathe. when the doc asks me what's wrong, i have to write on a piece of paper, "can't breathe. help me" or something like that.
a little after that, i woke up.
now that i look back on it (i have to find meaning in it, i'm like that), i'm wondering if maybe the whole school situation (finishing high school, applying to college) is starting to stifle me. i might be worrying about it more than i think.
i dunno, give me your thoughts if you wish. it seemed so vivid; i actually had my sense of touch and could feel the lack of air flow like something was crushing my neck (i've had the wind knocked out of me, so i know what it's like to not be able to breathe). also, i remember smelling something, but i don't remember what it was. weird, huh?
okay, so i'm at school like any other day. however, as the day goes on, i'm finding it harder and harder to breathe. i get more breath when i try through my nose rather than my mouth, so i do that. by the time i'm in mr zamagias (he's my history teacher, a stickler for the rules, so i understand his later reaction)'s classroom, it's getting pretty bad. getting a little lightheaded causa lack of air. i manage to ask him to go to the health office. he seems quite suspicious (maybe he can't see my problem), but after pleading as much as i could with my condition, i manage to go down there. sometime either in this scene or when i get to the health office, i put my hands to my neck. it's cold, and my adam's apple is huge while other parts of my neck are shrunken and wrinkled. by the time i get to the health office, i'm getting quite lightheaded and can barely breathe. when the doc asks me what's wrong, i have to write on a piece of paper, "can't breathe. help me" or something like that.
a little after that, i woke up.
now that i look back on it (i have to find meaning in it, i'm like that), i'm wondering if maybe the whole school situation (finishing high school, applying to college) is starting to stifle me. i might be worrying about it more than i think.
i dunno, give me your thoughts if you wish. it seemed so vivid; i actually had my sense of touch and could feel the lack of air flow like something was crushing my neck (i've had the wind knocked out of me, so i know what it's like to not be able to breathe). also, i remember smelling something, but i don't remember what it was. weird, huh?