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ok...i havent updated in forever but i have alot on my mind so here goes...even tho it will probably be very random.
boys are mean and stupid and so confusing....i like one (halfway) and i want him and one minute he wants me and the next he doesnt and then one likes me and i love him to death but as a friend but im trying to pretend i dont kno becuz if i knew then id have to deal with it. and i feel ugly when im around the other guy (the "halfway like" guy) but then sometimes he makes me feel pretty well he used to anyway he kinda stopped doing that.
and the guy i really like, i dont even think he knows i exist but its ok because this is highschool and i suppose i have to go through all this crap.....and i dont really even care about these boys but when they treat me bad i get to thinkin about all this.
and the hallway and float is stressing me out even tho im not president this year just so i wouldnt have to be stressed but people are mean and it makes me mad that they would make a not nice comment to someone is working hard with the instructions that person was given considering they werent even there to help but then they go and critisize other people. and that is my complaint for the day.
i dont know what im gonna do for rockstar day....someone help!
exams are finally over and i think i actually passed. snaps for me.
but now i have to do laundry so bye everyone!