Aug 17, 2005 01:26
With all the Bi Polar stuff and the Epilespy I am suppose to get rest.... how can I get rest when I am manic and having hyper mania and delusions and seeing things?
Someone answer me that question - please I am dying to know. My body is tired yet I am wide awake. I so need sleep - yet my mind keeps me awake. This is the 5th night that I am like this. I hope the new meds work soon. My body can not take much longer of this crap. Its wearing down and wearing down fast.
These psychotic episodes I am having are no good to anyone..... while I have someone here who cares and loves me.... its hard on her too.
These have to stop.
I hate them...... I really fucken hate them.