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[pcepinabiskit]

i tried to explain
to andre, that i sing songs
with three part beat

and in between
i like to sing little bits of scat
that don't sound like anything

doot doot doot
and some dee dee dee
i mean especially
when i am showering

and i made up a song
for him to see, but it was
pretty embarrassing

(and i sang)

i wish i was a boy
with blue hair because
then girls would fuck me for it

i wish i was a boy
with really big feet
then my small dick would be funny

doot doot doot
dee dee dee
and he kind've laughed
but mostly just looked at me

and i can barely sing, so
thank god he cares for me.

doot doot doot.
dee dee dee.

oh livejournal. you are so undernourished. you are like my one friend who i forget exists for like, oh, three months at a time. you're like.. uhm. graham crackers. or the red hot chili peppers. or, to be completely honest, cutting my toe nails. i like you, you just seem so irrelevant (by the way dooley, fucking gross).

i may or may not force religious experiences on my self, i probably don't believe in jesus (but it sure does seem easier!). when juj told me she was praying for us when i drove home/wanted to cry and hold her and never drive again from bg... i felt a lot better. it seemed weird. i seem weird. my eyes are close together.

it really worries me when chad has such terrible nightmares. today was dave's birthday, we all seem much too old.