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i'd steal ships for you
to be close to you
to be part of you
cos i believe in you
i believe in you
i would die for you
i want to move away from here
i want to go to tokyo or LA or something. get out of this place. it's depressing me. i cant be here anymore. i need a change of scenery. i don teven know who i am anymore or what the fuck i want.
second period of the month. i had it like two weeks ago at camp :S. im pretty disgusted.
i hate him and what hes done to me. i cry every day. i've been depressed for 4 years straight and for once i just want to be a normal person. i want to know what its like to be normal. i forgot what its like to be normal. i'd love to say i'd forgot what its like to be happy but thing is i havent been happy for a while
talking to stupid fuckass here.
if i had to give my life, you can have it. says:
didnt feel like it after your dumbass friend was asking to get his face stomped
number one crush says:
dont be mad im sorry
number one crush says:
and it was a girl
im fucking tired. im sick and fucking fed up with it all. what a fucking nutcase. really. he fucking pisses me off.
he's a fucking drug addict. its fucking disgusting. i dont want to put up with his stupid fiending abusive behavior. im going to get on with my life and detatch from him almost completely until he snaps out of it in a couple months. a disgusting drug addict.
i dont have to put up with that, i aint no fucking crackwhore, im not goign to fucking sit there and let him abuse me like that. how selfish. he knows better than that.
people are lucky that i keep all my anger inside of me, people are lucky that im not the kind of person who throws shit and hits people when i'm mad. people are lucky because they have no idea how pissed off i get and i dont even say a fucking word. these past weeks i've been upset and depressed and pissed off so i've just become numb to it.
"im pretty sure you know who i am so i wont bore you with that.
im not the type to interfer with other people's relationships but when its my friend getting hurt and just messed around with for no apparent reason im defiately not trying to let that happened.
first off, what are you trying to do? telling hani you love your ex and youre gonna do whatever you can do get her back, all this wack shit trying to get her jelous playing MIND games with her and making her cry and then flipping ever situation making YOURSELF look like the vicitim. hanis a bit blind when it comes to logic.
shes "in love" with you and is the type of person who is giving and careing and will ruin hersef for the well being of someone else, and YOU are taking advantage of this.
you might be a nice guy from some of the things ive heard from her but generally you're being a not so good person.
dont you see? you are getting mad at her because of something she had no power over and she's the one appologizing? (im talking about the msn incident, where i was on my computer and she left her msn on, and for the record i wasnt disrespecting you at all).
you honesty need to settle right the fuck down and leave my girl alone untill you get yoursef straight or stop fucking around.
i heard you took renees phone, gonna beat him up and shit. honestly, ive known renee since 8th grade and truth is i dont like im alot either but he's a loser a loner a sad fucking kid he doesnt need you and your friends makin his life worse for him. with all due respect maybe you should find yourself a constructive hobbie one that doesnt invovle other people getting hurt, or yourself for that matter.
lets be civilized and dont come back at this message with an idle threat; ive heard you have a tendancy for that."
quote mariam
okay officially done, i forgot about dustin until he is truly sorry i wont talk to him.
to be close to you
to be part of you
cos i believe in you
i believe in you
i would die for you
i want to move away from here
i want to go to tokyo or LA or something. get out of this place. it's depressing me. i cant be here anymore. i need a change of scenery. i don teven know who i am anymore or what the fuck i want.
second period of the month. i had it like two weeks ago at camp :S. im pretty disgusted.
i hate him and what hes done to me. i cry every day. i've been depressed for 4 years straight and for once i just want to be a normal person. i want to know what its like to be normal. i forgot what its like to be normal. i'd love to say i'd forgot what its like to be happy but thing is i havent been happy for a while
talking to stupid fuckass here.
if i had to give my life, you can have it. says:
didnt feel like it after your dumbass friend was asking to get his face stomped
number one crush says:
dont be mad im sorry
number one crush says:
and it was a girl
im fucking tired. im sick and fucking fed up with it all. what a fucking nutcase. really. he fucking pisses me off.
he's a fucking drug addict. its fucking disgusting. i dont want to put up with his stupid fiending abusive behavior. im going to get on with my life and detatch from him almost completely until he snaps out of it in a couple months. a disgusting drug addict.
i dont have to put up with that, i aint no fucking crackwhore, im not goign to fucking sit there and let him abuse me like that. how selfish. he knows better than that.
people are lucky that i keep all my anger inside of me, people are lucky that im not the kind of person who throws shit and hits people when i'm mad. people are lucky because they have no idea how pissed off i get and i dont even say a fucking word. these past weeks i've been upset and depressed and pissed off so i've just become numb to it.
"im pretty sure you know who i am so i wont bore you with that.
im not the type to interfer with other people's relationships but when its my friend getting hurt and just messed around with for no apparent reason im defiately not trying to let that happened.
first off, what are you trying to do? telling hani you love your ex and youre gonna do whatever you can do get her back, all this wack shit trying to get her jelous playing MIND games with her and making her cry and then flipping ever situation making YOURSELF look like the vicitim. hanis a bit blind when it comes to logic.
shes "in love" with you and is the type of person who is giving and careing and will ruin hersef for the well being of someone else, and YOU are taking advantage of this.
you might be a nice guy from some of the things ive heard from her but generally you're being a not so good person.
dont you see? you are getting mad at her because of something she had no power over and she's the one appologizing? (im talking about the msn incident, where i was on my computer and she left her msn on, and for the record i wasnt disrespecting you at all).
you honesty need to settle right the fuck down and leave my girl alone untill you get yoursef straight or stop fucking around.
i heard you took renees phone, gonna beat him up and shit. honestly, ive known renee since 8th grade and truth is i dont like im alot either but he's a loser a loner a sad fucking kid he doesnt need you and your friends makin his life worse for him. with all due respect maybe you should find yourself a constructive hobbie one that doesnt invovle other people getting hurt, or yourself for that matter.
lets be civilized and dont come back at this message with an idle threat; ive heard you have a tendancy for that."
quote mariam
okay officially done, i forgot about dustin until he is truly sorry i wont talk to him.