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Well......today sucks.
I wish that people could just say ok and go on. But, no, life isn't that easy. I am tired of being nice and feeling like im nothing. Although it may not be meant like that, but thats the way I have felt lately. I wish i could feel like I could tell my friends the way i reall feel, but I am afraid of losing them and having none. Today I think I'm gonna quit worring about everyone else, and thinking of them before me, I have no life other than making other people happy, its what I have always try to do, and forbid anybody try with me. I quess I'm nobody to some people.
O i forgot to tell Corey and Stephen good luck today.
Drumline dinner tonight, how many jokes will be made tonight at my expense. Well hopefully someone will be nice to me.
I need some time to think.