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someday i'll look back at this and laugh. i'll feel stupid for letting one person's feelings control my own for 2 years of my precious life. i'll remember tonight, the feeling of pure agony tearing my chest apart, but the feeling won't be more than a shadow.
and i've dealt with worse. a cheater is easy to forget. but it's not as easy to forget that i was in love with somebody who eventually fell in love with somebody else, but couldn't bear to lose me, so he had both of us.
she doesn't mind. she knew i was there.
and someday, i'll forget this gut wrenching pain ever found a home in my heart.
but for now, i feel like dying.
and i've dealt with worse. a cheater is easy to forget. but it's not as easy to forget that i was in love with somebody who eventually fell in love with somebody else, but couldn't bear to lose me, so he had both of us.
she doesn't mind. she knew i was there.
and someday, i'll forget this gut wrenching pain ever found a home in my heart.
but for now, i feel like dying.