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Maybe at first I thought it was a good idea, but now that I come to think about it... is there something wrong with having to take a break from one of your friends?
All because of what happened with him and i, things got awkward, and then now it turned into a whole fight with him and i, and then him and mj....
that's all it is, with him.
Don't get me wrong, Jason is an awesome guy.. he's a fun person to be around.. but there's times he makes me so angry.. and times he makes Mj so angry..
I don't know. The point of Mj and I having this coversation with him tonight was to make things better... make things not so awkward... and ok... it made things not so awkward, it made him realize what he was actually going to Mj, for once.
But yet, this fight kept digging deeper, and deeper, and deeper, from PAST shit... shit that, we all avoid, because we don't want to cause problems, and well, there it was. Right in front of your face. And that needs to stop. ;x But we didn't even get on that subject, and I dunno.
I can honestly say I love Jason as a friend.. I take advantage to guy friends that I can become close with, because I don't have many, and I get along with guys a lot easier than I do girls.. so I think that's why it comes off as i'm so "friendly" with guys..
I dunno. I guess I just don't even know what to say anymore.
Jason kind of said something that hurt me, tonight.. so i'm not even really in the mood.
Other than all this, guys...
things have been going well.
Got my laptop, enjoying it. :)
Arranged my room around, loving that. :D
working a lot...
and yeah.
That's basically it.
All I do is work, and then hang out with peeps.
anyway. I have work tomorrow, so i better get going to bed.
Always, Jen. <3
All because of what happened with him and i, things got awkward, and then now it turned into a whole fight with him and i, and then him and mj....
that's all it is, with him.
Don't get me wrong, Jason is an awesome guy.. he's a fun person to be around.. but there's times he makes me so angry.. and times he makes Mj so angry..
I don't know. The point of Mj and I having this coversation with him tonight was to make things better... make things not so awkward... and ok... it made things not so awkward, it made him realize what he was actually going to Mj, for once.
But yet, this fight kept digging deeper, and deeper, and deeper, from PAST shit... shit that, we all avoid, because we don't want to cause problems, and well, there it was. Right in front of your face. And that needs to stop. ;x But we didn't even get on that subject, and I dunno.
I can honestly say I love Jason as a friend.. I take advantage to guy friends that I can become close with, because I don't have many, and I get along with guys a lot easier than I do girls.. so I think that's why it comes off as i'm so "friendly" with guys..
I dunno. I guess I just don't even know what to say anymore.
Jason kind of said something that hurt me, tonight.. so i'm not even really in the mood.
Other than all this, guys...
things have been going well.
Got my laptop, enjoying it. :)
Arranged my room around, loving that. :D
working a lot...
and yeah.
That's basically it.
All I do is work, and then hang out with peeps.
anyway. I have work tomorrow, so i better get going to bed.
Always, Jen. <3