For You To Want Me..
The last 3 months (and counting) have been overwhelmingly satisfying. That seems like such an understatement, but for me contentedness has been a work in progress from an early age. I've always been motivated to obtain something just beyond my grasp. Whether it was due to a grade, an award, the respect of my peers, or some other trivial pursuit that I couldn't quite accomplish, I've been unable to be content with who I was.
Things are so entirely different now. I wake up feeling great; I look forward to what every new day will bring. My only moments of weakness are moments of disbelief that anyone as perfect as she is could ever love me for unabashedly.
Having the pets is a strange feeling. I love both the kitten (even though he seems to hate me in return) and the new puppy is adorable. I can't help but feel like we are starting our own little family. I want to fast forward just a little so we aren't playing the waiting game. Sam asked me this weekend how long we'd officially been a couple, and all it did was reaffirm my suspicion that the concept of true love is foreign to everyone until they experience it for themselves. In reality, I knew from day one. The first time that I was able to wrap my mind around the notion of what it meant to love someone more than myself I was ready to commit forever.
Things are so entirely different now. I wake up feeling great; I look forward to what every new day will bring. My only moments of weakness are moments of disbelief that anyone as perfect as she is could ever love me for unabashedly.
Having the pets is a strange feeling. I love both the kitten (even though he seems to hate me in return) and the new puppy is adorable. I can't help but feel like we are starting our own little family. I want to fast forward just a little so we aren't playing the waiting game. Sam asked me this weekend how long we'd officially been a couple, and all it did was reaffirm my suspicion that the concept of true love is foreign to everyone until they experience it for themselves. In reality, I knew from day one. The first time that I was able to wrap my mind around the notion of what it meant to love someone more than myself I was ready to commit forever.