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haven't updated in a while...a fair amount has been going on...lots to do with stupid boys, well maybe just one stupid boy...him and i pretty much act and look like we are dating, but we are not...i am ready to take it to the next step, and he's not...the next step being affectionate in public...and he doesn't want that...but we seriously already look like we are dating...he basically is getting his cake and eatting it too, and i was fine with that for a while, cuz i was getting the same thing...just now, it's getting a little much...he looks like he is developing deeper feelings, but when confronted he says no....i don't understand...like he doesn;t want to be with anyone else, but doesn't want to commit to me because he doesn't see us working in the long run...this coming from the person so always says we will cross that bridge when we get to it...in this situation he is prematurly crossing that brdige...ugh..he is driving me nuts...i have asked a few people for advice and they suggest that i not always be there when he wants me to...which is a good idea...he needs to wake up to his idealistic way of thinking and enter the real world...i hope that in the long run him and i can be together, but if not, then i know there is someone else out there for me...if anything i have another really good friend from this...i guess i just like it because i have never really had a male friend who was at the same mental level as me...with regards to thinking the same towards things...and thats what attracts me to him...plus his physical apperance...but i am sure the is some one else out there who is just the bit better, and who wants to be with me too..
moving on...my parents come to visit this weekend..so that will be really neat.. i want them to meet everyone here...so we decided that a fire at Duncan's friday night around 9 would be good...i am moving into his house again, and so my parents are going to be staying there...sat we are heading to Banff to check out mel's place...and we got our parents a room at the Banff Springs as a cumulative gift for their Birthday's, Mother/Fathers day, and there 25th Anniversary...so that will be nice...definitly excited for them to meet everyone... Danielle, Ian, Paul, and Julie, you guys are more then welcome to come :) infact i would love it if you guys came...i would love for you guys to meet my family :) plus i haven't seen you guys in a while :)
In other news..I have been working on trying to get into UofC for sept...I found that there is really no deadline for me to get my papers in from York..so really i am now just waiting for York to say yes to the classes i want, and hope that i can get the classes i want here...so really i won't know till about mid July...i have a connection to Calgary which is a major factor to wanting to stay here,and everyone here :) going back to TO would be good too...so really my only downfall is that no matter where i go, i am going to miss people...so i really cannot complain about life right now...plus i have a goal for life in the career's that i want :)
so really right now, i am so happy...my insides are smiling :)...it's a great feeling...i know at some point i will hit a low, but for now i am enjoying this high :) i hope everyone else is doing well...and please feel free to send me a text message at any time :)
moving on...my parents come to visit this weekend..so that will be really neat.. i want them to meet everyone here...so we decided that a fire at Duncan's friday night around 9 would be good...i am moving into his house again, and so my parents are going to be staying there...sat we are heading to Banff to check out mel's place...and we got our parents a room at the Banff Springs as a cumulative gift for their Birthday's, Mother/Fathers day, and there 25th Anniversary...so that will be nice...definitly excited for them to meet everyone... Danielle, Ian, Paul, and Julie, you guys are more then welcome to come :) infact i would love it if you guys came...i would love for you guys to meet my family :) plus i haven't seen you guys in a while :)
In other news..I have been working on trying to get into UofC for sept...I found that there is really no deadline for me to get my papers in from York..so really i am now just waiting for York to say yes to the classes i want, and hope that i can get the classes i want here...so really i won't know till about mid July...i have a connection to Calgary which is a major factor to wanting to stay here,and everyone here :) going back to TO would be good too...so really my only downfall is that no matter where i go, i am going to miss people...so i really cannot complain about life right now...plus i have a goal for life in the career's that i want :)
so really right now, i am so happy...my insides are smiling :)...it's a great feeling...i know at some point i will hit a low, but for now i am enjoying this high :) i hope everyone else is doing well...and please feel free to send me a text message at any time :)