slowly adjusting
I guess now would be as good a time as any to write a bit of an update....lets see...i have been home for about a week now...and it's been a bit of a bumpy ride....i was a mess last weekend, with just getting home and having to adjust....it was hard having my sister at home..i mean i love her...i just hate that i have to driver her everywhere and drop everything i am doing just for her....thats why i am glad she is gone, cuz then i get the car and my room....so this week will be good cuz my sister has moved out (she lives in Kingston (2.5hrs out of toronto) where she is going to school) and my parents are away on a cruise...so it's just me : ) ..which makes me happy cuz i get to adjust and having things the way i want it....
i do miss everyone in calgary very much..and i think everyone asking me about my trip and me explaining how i had an amazing time helps me stay happy, and know that one day i will be back : ).....it's so different between here and there.....people wise, atmosphere wise just almost everything wise....and it is hard for me to decide, although i do lean closer to Calgary.....i need to live there for at least a year....see what happens...if anything i can always move back here, no biggie....so i have many options....plus people from here can come visit me, and i will be back here to visit....so it will be all good : )
now to spend the day cleaning....cuz the wonderful family let a bomb go off in the house, and it's a mess.....i can't live this way.....plus tonight we are having movie night, and possibly going to the lake...so that should be amazing....then tomorrow night i am having my welcome home/end of summer/school is starting gathering....where i plan to be fairly drunk....i need to say screw you to everyone here.....see i can drink infront of everyone there, i can't here for some reason....it's strange....but i just need to forget it and have fun....i changed alot over the summer....i need to keep that change up here, and not revert back to my old ways....anyway, cleaning time... big *hugs* to everyone.....miss you all tons
i do miss everyone in calgary very much..and i think everyone asking me about my trip and me explaining how i had an amazing time helps me stay happy, and know that one day i will be back : ).....it's so different between here and there.....people wise, atmosphere wise just almost everything wise....and it is hard for me to decide, although i do lean closer to Calgary.....i need to live there for at least a year....see what happens...if anything i can always move back here, no biggie....so i have many options....plus people from here can come visit me, and i will be back here to visit....so it will be all good : )
now to spend the day cleaning....cuz the wonderful family let a bomb go off in the house, and it's a mess.....i can't live this way.....plus tonight we are having movie night, and possibly going to the lake...so that should be amazing....then tomorrow night i am having my welcome home/end of summer/school is starting gathering....where i plan to be fairly drunk....i need to say screw you to everyone here.....see i can drink infront of everyone there, i can't here for some reason....it's strange....but i just need to forget it and have fun....i changed alot over the summer....i need to keep that change up here, and not revert back to my old ways....anyway, cleaning time... big *hugs* to everyone.....miss you all tons