Good weekend, despite the weather
this weekend has been kinda weird....made a decision about hockey..so i am happy....next season should be interesting and lots of fun...so i can't wait for that...i've been doing a bit of thinking and i have sorta come to a conclusion that I, like many humans, are affraid of rejection.....there are a few people that i like, mainly one...but i want to take things slow....but at the same time i almost dont.....as well at the same time i don't feel like i want to be with anyone....i am so confused...i kinda want to stay single till september....one cuz who knows what could happen out west...and two, if i stay single till then, i would have been single for a year.....which would be a big thing for me because i have not been single for that long in maybe 5 years....so it's good for me...depite me really wanting to be in a relationship.....i am strong and this is only making me strong...just sucks when you think you are attracted to every guy you see....i really wish i didn;t fear rejetion from this one certain person...but i suppose if we were ment to be then we would be....i want to write more, but it's really friggin late and i would really like to sleep.... hope everyone is doing well.... *hugs*