The world inside my head
why does life have to be so difficult...i understand that if it wasnt it would be boring...but sometimes i think i would rather have that then it be tough....but then again you can always have excitment without it being tough.....ugh
i know it just takes time....and someone special will come along when i am not looking.....but it;s so hard to not look...i have so many wonderful guys in my life, why can't i be attracted to any of them?? at least i know i would be treated well.....
in time someone will come, i just don't know how long i will be able to wait....this time alone is good for me because it will help me build up my self esteem, and be able to be alone....but i hate it
hope everyone's path is a little clearer then mine, and life isnt so difficult for them.. *hugs*
i know it just takes time....and someone special will come along when i am not looking.....but it;s so hard to not look...i have so many wonderful guys in my life, why can't i be attracted to any of them?? at least i know i would be treated well.....
in time someone will come, i just don't know how long i will be able to wait....this time alone is good for me because it will help me build up my self esteem, and be able to be alone....but i hate it
hope everyone's path is a little clearer then mine, and life isnt so difficult for them.. *hugs*