its been a long time
is there anyone out there that just cant stop thinking about that person they love,is there someone that just doent want to do somthing exept just sit with that person and maybe talk or watch a movie, is there somone that wishes that they have that, well before i ever went out with taylor i thought that was the gayest ass shit and i rather just hang out with my boys and smoke, drink, and somtimes get the what what, i use to give beek a hard time and just talk shit and nag him for doing that well now i know, and it is good and i know somthing that everyone will have that chance and maybe they wouldnt like it but i love it. do u know what i hate more than anything is when everyone talks about u and says shit behind your back because there really isnt anyone else to talk about, and when we brake up and go back out that means that oohh pauls only in it for the what what, that is the only reason he is coming back, taylor isnt good enough for paul, taylor doesnt diserve him, that makes me so mad because taylor is the best thing that has ever happened to me besides my boys, i mean she stoped me from doing drugs and drinking and smoking, stoped me from wasting my life away and stoped me from loosing my anger, she keeps the demons away hahahaha, the thing is i have never just sayed this to anyone else and just let it out, the thing is i love taylor and i can spend the rest of my life with her, and my plan is to do that, and i have never realy stood up for her and never said it out lowd because that is just not who i am, and i dont like the word love so im not kidding around i think it makes a person weak but now i know it makes a person stronger and able to last longer through the rase of life, not this is the heart of pb and u dont see this much so there it is and taylor i love u, there i sayed it it has been a long time sence i have put one up and sorry if i afended u but get over it, and remember that we have a basketball game on friday in the american air-lines arena were the HEAT play, Shaq plays there and if u arent there u will be missing out!!!
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