Title: He Can't Know
Author: Elissa
Pairing: Michael-Lincoln/Michael-LJ. Incest.
Rating: R
Prompt: Secrets
Summary: He can't know that it isn't him I'm celebrating for.
Author's Notes: I'm not sure how this is going to be received, because I'm not even sure if I like it, but I'm putting it out here anyway because it wouldn't leave my head. Feedback is always welcome.
He can't know.
He can't know that he isn't the sun or the moon or even a match in the dark for me anymore. He can't know that there's someone more important.
He can't know that none of this was for him, that it was all for someone else. He can't know that I hesitated, that I almost left him here to rot, and when we make it over that wall and land on free soil, he can't know that it isn't him I'm celebrating for.
When he kisses me, hard and desperate, he can't know that I only do it because I can't say no, because I don't want to blow my cover.
When he's inside of me, clawing at my back and moaning my name, he can't know that there are a million other places I'd rather be, and when I reach my peak and shudder in release, he can't know that it's his son that I'm thinking about.