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Jul 05, 2007 23:26

I don't know what has gotten into me.
I usually don't hate/dislike people
but lately I am.
People these days are very mean and inconsiderate of other peoples feelings
its like they get a high off of bringing others down.
Yes I do it to I maybe do the worst kind of it and don't say it to there face.
But to me that seems like the right way then voicing how I feel.
Like calling someone ugly to there face. Now really? do you need to tell them that?
Is it even right? give me 3 reason has to how that person can benefit from it?
Didn't think so. And making it VERY clear you are smarter then some other person.
Even if you are ...if you do it ..it makes you come off as a asshole.

And my old so called friends. I can't help but hold a bitterness towards them.
Like I want nothing to do with them I don't even want them in my eye sight. OR to even fucking hear about them.

And it still IRKS me to death people think it is cool to get drunk and messed up ALL THE DAMN TIME. Ok I am no saint I maybe get drunk 5 times a YEAR a YEAR mind you! and that is pushing it. But those who LOOK for parties to get drunk at. To say stupid stuff...to DO stupid stuff... Maybe it was that bad...experience I had that doesn't put the urge in me. I mean when I get drunk I don't get stupid drunk. I wouldn't even call it drunk. More like buzzed. Just enough to loosen up and have a good time [Mind you this isn't counting new years..NEVER again lol] I mean it doesn't make you look appealing at all. It makes you look easy for guys. maybe I am totally wrong and am just being a judgmental person.

I don't know what is wrong with me
I just wish I could stop feeling this way
Hate isn't a good thing
but it is taken over me...
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