A deep hunger
Its consuming my thoughts
my intermost being
eating me from within
its the desire for expression
to relieve some of this emotion within
I am truely longing for some form or expression
a way in which i can release my tensions and frustrations
There isnt anywhere for them to go
so they lay with in me
wasting away.....
I really am missing art right now. Maybe thats why Im feeling a little sad right now. I really miss the feelings I get from creating somthing. I dont care what it is I just need to make somthing!!! I dont think I can survive without art. I love it. I dont think I realized how important it is to me. I talked to Renee about art the other day and I was surpised at how passionatly I feel about it. I didnt think I really felt "passionate" about anything I have always been scared that I didnt really have a "thing" that was for me.I think art is my thing that along with water polo :-) hehe I really hope i can teach that ceramics class at the summer youth college that would be amazing. I need to make a stencil or somthing. the weekends here stink. Its boring and everyone leaves :-( Tomorrow I think Im going to the beach though so thats a happy thing!!! hurray! Well tonight is a poetry thing and I would really like to read something but i dont know what :-/ Im really tired. I went to bed at like 2:30 last night oops! Well that is about all for now! Time to go....
my intermost being
eating me from within
its the desire for expression
to relieve some of this emotion within
I am truely longing for some form or expression
a way in which i can release my tensions and frustrations
There isnt anywhere for them to go
so they lay with in me
wasting away.....
I really am missing art right now. Maybe thats why Im feeling a little sad right now. I really miss the feelings I get from creating somthing. I dont care what it is I just need to make somthing!!! I dont think I can survive without art. I love it. I dont think I realized how important it is to me. I talked to Renee about art the other day and I was surpised at how passionatly I feel about it. I didnt think I really felt "passionate" about anything I have always been scared that I didnt really have a "thing" that was for me.I think art is my thing that along with water polo :-) hehe I really hope i can teach that ceramics class at the summer youth college that would be amazing. I need to make a stencil or somthing. the weekends here stink. Its boring and everyone leaves :-( Tomorrow I think Im going to the beach though so thats a happy thing!!! hurray! Well tonight is a poetry thing and I would really like to read something but i dont know what :-/ Im really tired. I went to bed at like 2:30 last night oops! Well that is about all for now! Time to go....