In the end someone else is always right!
Hey hey hey, how is everyone who journeys into the mind of a depressing Potter. Well things latly were going good till yesterday! I wrote in one of my journals bout Kendra and the email as many know and this person (they wrote anonymously) decided to tell Kendra that she needs to move on cause she is never good enough for me. They also said that I always find something to bitch bout when im with Kendra. Well in the end I guess this guy has a point. As many of you have probably noticed I always bitch bout something Kendra is doing wrong or complaining bout some stupid shit bout her. Well now that this guy has released his information bout the way he feels for Kendra (they have been talking) and all that Kendra has been upset. In her mind she says that I dont make her feel wanted when she is with me. I dont know what she means by this really but hey I never understood her anyways. I dont know how to make her feel wanted or whatever but I guess I never will either. So in the end someone is always right as the subject will tell you. Kendra always said she didnt want other people butting in on our relationship but this person had to and they made me princess think and doubt us as usual. I guess I am useless as he said. I dont know what to do as usually cause I cant change the way I act cause I dont see me acting any different! I dont see how Kendra says im acting like I dont want her around. When she is here Im either spending as much time with her or hanging with her and my friends. I dont see what there makes it seem like I dont want her around or anything. I wish I knew how to make her feel wanted but I dont as usual. So yeah go ahead and put another point in the book for something I dont know how to do right. Fuck Kendra could write a book on how I cant do anything right. So in the end what is Potter to do? I obviously cant make my baby feel wanted even though I dont see how I make her feel unwanted and then I cant make her happy or anything else. I guess in the end like I said I was just a BIG FUCKING FAILURE once again. I should have taken my families advice cause thats all im ever going to be is a failure.