FUCK IT!
Today i went to sterling house cuz freddie wanted me to and i went and i was like can i ask you a question and he made it this big deal like always and then i was like i heard that you told alyssa the reason you broke up with me was because you still thought about her all the time and u still liked her and he was like well i liked you but i was confused and i dont want a serious relationship right now.. and i was like o so you liked me and he was like well i kinda like you but i dont know and i was like whatever and i dont remeber everything but we were like yelling at eachother and then he was like go talk to mike i kno you talk to him and blah blah blah.. about mike like always good excuse right?! Ugh i FUCKKING hate guys they all play with you mind but ne way i walked away and i actually cried! i didn't think that i would but i guess i really do like him ALOT and it hurt when i heard him say that but ne ways fuck him fuck everything and i dont caree what ne one says im done with all this i think i like you fucking bullshit i dont care im staying single for madd long its better like that.And then hez gonna pull this bullshit where its like wrong for me to like talk or chill with other guys but guess what i dont even care.. no one can ever understand how pist i am! he put me in such a bad mood! Ne ways enuff of freddie he already wasted enuff of my time so im home and bout to go out with ed and paul tonite.. and i got eddie's number :) haha hes sooo hott! ne wayzs .. im out to chill wit sum ppl so ill write later.. xox0x amanda