im so crushed....
i know i shouldnt have gotten my hopes up but still...
so tonight i asked my dad if mitch could come down for spring break and i got an NO, no way. unless his mom or dad decided to come down too. so basically no he's not coming down.
so the only way i will see him before the middle of may is if he can come home for easter weekend. and mitch says he doesnt think he will be able to. they dont get let of class, his dad prolly wont want to come and get him, and he'll be in super late on friday night bc of late classes.
im prolly not seeing him till may and im just crushed. i mean he's trying to be optimistic but i just started crying. i miss him so much and i cant imagine another 3 months without seeing him. i just cant do it...no i will do it bc i have to but it's just soo hard. im dying right now and its been a month and a wk. i cant do another 3 mos. i wont make it. and going home without seeing him will kill me, this is soo hard.
i love him sooo much so im gonna try super super super hard to see him i just dont know how. i told him i would pay for his plane ticket to come home in april but i dont see how i can do that either. i do have enough money but still i think my parents would throw a bitch fest. so im saving up my money so much for going shopping this weekend but for him screw shopping.
i love him and im so lonely without him, kristin
so tonight i asked my dad if mitch could come down for spring break and i got an NO, no way. unless his mom or dad decided to come down too. so basically no he's not coming down.
so the only way i will see him before the middle of may is if he can come home for easter weekend. and mitch says he doesnt think he will be able to. they dont get let of class, his dad prolly wont want to come and get him, and he'll be in super late on friday night bc of late classes.
im prolly not seeing him till may and im just crushed. i mean he's trying to be optimistic but i just started crying. i miss him so much and i cant imagine another 3 months without seeing him. i just cant do it...no i will do it bc i have to but it's just soo hard. im dying right now and its been a month and a wk. i cant do another 3 mos. i wont make it. and going home without seeing him will kill me, this is soo hard.
i love him sooo much so im gonna try super super super hard to see him i just dont know how. i told him i would pay for his plane ticket to come home in april but i dont see how i can do that either. i do have enough money but still i think my parents would throw a bitch fest. so im saving up my money so much for going shopping this weekend but for him screw shopping.
i love him and im so lonely without him, kristin