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he makes me so happy
like seriously after mitch called me tonight i was on the phone with my dad and i just randomly started laughing and my dad goes why are u laughing and why are u in such a good mood?....i just told him im cheery....he's like u just talked to mitch didnt u?
hahaha love the padre and yes he's right mitch makes me happy. oh so very much so. absence does make the heart grow fonder. and in my case damnit it better i never see that boy i miss him like hell.
i cried the other day watching some lame movie bc it reminded me of something we did together. ik im lame. but i miss him. like woah. only 5 days...thats what i keep telling myself.
ok me and grey anatomy love it!!! i cant wait to see the thanksgiving episode def. will be a great day!!!!!!!! im excited beyond words.
oh and apparently im fierce..ya ive been busting out in class lately. im proud of myself for once. i can really see that i am improving and if i keep it up i might just have a spot at hb again for next yr. score!
another score. ive been having some mental inquiries about myself. idk i dont see myself as thin i see myself as normal. but when i look at myself in a mirror i see some little things i dont like. of course ive never done anything or will to change them other than some pilates but not overworking out. hell i dont do enough. lol. but idk i was in the studio today and i stood in this one mirror and i was like damn, IM THIN. like i loved what i saw. idk i all of a sudden felt better about myself. dont get me wrong guys im not going anna shit i eat a ton. but idk i feel like i have thoughts that i shouldnt. i guess everyone has their insecurities or maybe its just being around dancers 24/7 ur always body conscious. there's so much stress here about our bodies at hb. its something ik that has affected me, i focus on it a lot well more than i used to . and i dont like that about here. i never used to question my body image...just some thoughts.
love u guys and see u soon, Krissy
like seriously after mitch called me tonight i was on the phone with my dad and i just randomly started laughing and my dad goes why are u laughing and why are u in such a good mood?....i just told him im cheery....he's like u just talked to mitch didnt u?
hahaha love the padre and yes he's right mitch makes me happy. oh so very much so. absence does make the heart grow fonder. and in my case damnit it better i never see that boy i miss him like hell.
i cried the other day watching some lame movie bc it reminded me of something we did together. ik im lame. but i miss him. like woah. only 5 days...thats what i keep telling myself.
ok me and grey anatomy love it!!! i cant wait to see the thanksgiving episode def. will be a great day!!!!!!!! im excited beyond words.
oh and apparently im fierce..ya ive been busting out in class lately. im proud of myself for once. i can really see that i am improving and if i keep it up i might just have a spot at hb again for next yr. score!
another score. ive been having some mental inquiries about myself. idk i dont see myself as thin i see myself as normal. but when i look at myself in a mirror i see some little things i dont like. of course ive never done anything or will to change them other than some pilates but not overworking out. hell i dont do enough. lol. but idk i was in the studio today and i stood in this one mirror and i was like damn, IM THIN. like i loved what i saw. idk i all of a sudden felt better about myself. dont get me wrong guys im not going anna shit i eat a ton. but idk i feel like i have thoughts that i shouldnt. i guess everyone has their insecurities or maybe its just being around dancers 24/7 ur always body conscious. there's so much stress here about our bodies at hb. its something ik that has affected me, i focus on it a lot well more than i used to . and i dont like that about here. i never used to question my body image...just some thoughts.
love u guys and see u soon, Krissy