two crying journals in one day cant take it....
so i cant say much bc i dont know how much im allowed to say. but my family didnt tell me something really big that really affects us until tonight. when dad dropped the bomb jokingly on me. but its not so funny. im scared and crying a lot. im scared for what might happen if my worst fears are confirmed. im scared for that mess it would create. im scared for him. right now im a mess and i just thank god i have a great roommate who is there for me even at 11 o'clock...