'...some feelings were never meant to be lost...'

[pbaaron]

I am currently falling for Tash... once again. I must be the stupidest person alive, as i am about 2 weeks too late. I have finally worked out what it is i want and im late... how can this be possible. I am hating myself, but most of all hating my feelings. Why did they come so late? I guess spending the whole weekend with my beautiful best-friend, the best-friend i could ever ask for, made me realise a few things. Friday night, we just sat there and talked non-stop for about 4 hours without even realising. We did nothing Friday night, but it was still the best fun because we were with each other. Saturday night was great too, Dean's party. I couldnt believe how many of my old friends from school were there. I was just so happy. But even still, im glad i gave up all of them for Tash, she is the one. If there was one thing i would change about me and Tash, it would be that we would have met each other earlier. As the past 10 or so months i have known her have felt like forever. She has helped me through absolutely everything, and hope she keeps doing so. She doesnt get much out of helping me, so Tash... i thankyou, and i love you more then i will ever love anyone else. You have been the best friend i could ever ask for, and i will love you forever. If there is anything you ever want, anything, just give me a call, ill always be here for you. Im going to miss you when you move to Mornington, but you'll be at mine like every weekend :P haha.
Tash: Your stuck with this promise forever:
You are surrounded by all this drama, I don’t know how or why, but it seems that you are. My hand is the only one your gonna be holding, cos you said I was the only one that made you happy. I’m too strong to let you go, but i’m scared that i'll fall and break cos i can’t handle it either. I don’t know why it happens to you, but I won’t let you go. I promise!
Thats the best thing anyone has ever said to me, and i will remember it forever.
Thankyou Tash