greatful - regretting - sorry
Tassj,
This is going to be hard for me to write as im not a good writer (but i promise im a good speller :D). Everything i ever do always reflects on us and our friendship, even the worst of things, unfortunately.
I love the time we spend together and when we're not together im only wishing we were. Im always jealous of people who spend time with you on any occasion, and also when you say stuff to other guys or when they call you. But i guess thats life, and its never going to stop, so i guess ill either get over it or learn to live with it.
After reading your letter another 20 (approx.) times last night, i realised how much i really mean to you, and that when we fight how much it must hurt. Even through everything i have said and done i really really really love you more than anything in the world. Im not the smartest person (as you know) and i do make alot of mistakes, most of them are big, and most involve you. I never want to involve you in my mistakes, ever. I hate to see you hurt or sad under any circumstances (told you i was a good speller, atleast it looks right to me :S).
You are everything to me, and if i lost you, everything would be gone. I would have no-one else to turn to, i dont know what i would do. I know i will never meet another person like you, someone i could love being around so much, and having so much fun with. How many people have fun without doing anything? We do, and i love it.
In regards to you sharing me with the rest of the Peninsula: Tassj, you dont have to share, your not going to lose me to anyone, i promise. When im with you, my aim is to make our time together the best it can be. I try to keep you as happy as i can (that may or may not always work :S), but just remember that im trying. Yes im hopeless, youve figured that out by now, but i try my hardest.
If i remember anything else i was supposed to say i will add it.
I am extremely greatful to have you as a best friend.
I am regretting all the band stuff i have said.
And im sorry for all the times i have hurt you.
I love you Nastassja, always.
Love,
Aaron xxx
This is going to be hard for me to write as im not a good writer (but i promise im a good speller :D). Everything i ever do always reflects on us and our friendship, even the worst of things, unfortunately.
I love the time we spend together and when we're not together im only wishing we were. Im always jealous of people who spend time with you on any occasion, and also when you say stuff to other guys or when they call you. But i guess thats life, and its never going to stop, so i guess ill either get over it or learn to live with it.
After reading your letter another 20 (approx.) times last night, i realised how much i really mean to you, and that when we fight how much it must hurt. Even through everything i have said and done i really really really love you more than anything in the world. Im not the smartest person (as you know) and i do make alot of mistakes, most of them are big, and most involve you. I never want to involve you in my mistakes, ever. I hate to see you hurt or sad under any circumstances (told you i was a good speller, atleast it looks right to me :S).
You are everything to me, and if i lost you, everything would be gone. I would have no-one else to turn to, i dont know what i would do. I know i will never meet another person like you, someone i could love being around so much, and having so much fun with. How many people have fun without doing anything? We do, and i love it.
In regards to you sharing me with the rest of the Peninsula: Tassj, you dont have to share, your not going to lose me to anyone, i promise. When im with you, my aim is to make our time together the best it can be. I try to keep you as happy as i can (that may or may not always work :S), but just remember that im trying. Yes im hopeless, youve figured that out by now, but i try my hardest.
If i remember anything else i was supposed to say i will add it.
I am extremely greatful to have you as a best friend.
I am regretting all the band stuff i have said.
And im sorry for all the times i have hurt you.
I love you Nastassja, always.
Love,
Aaron xxx