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It's really hard not to be worried. I guess normal people at other colleges stay up until 6 am and stay over ... elsewhere than where they live, with a guy. I'm probably just feeling like this because I'm so lonely and wish something was going on in my life on that level. I know there's activity over there with the last person I cared about, so it just brings it into much more focus. I think I may be sick in a few minutes.
I'm really sore from yesterday's rehearsal. I'll be rehearsing again today until 9 pm. Hopefully my anxiety will go down while I'm rehearsing. Good distraction. Maybe things will be clearer when there is a full, actually awake conversation later. If I can get through. If I can't, it's really not mine to be worried about. But I'm allowed to be concerned.
Aren't I?
I'm really sore from yesterday's rehearsal. I'll be rehearsing again today until 9 pm. Hopefully my anxiety will go down while I'm rehearsing. Good distraction. Maybe things will be clearer when there is a full, actually awake conversation later. If I can get through. If I can't, it's really not mine to be worried about. But I'm allowed to be concerned.
Aren't I?