Jan 20, 2007 14:09
it's worse.
when you're in a relationship with someone and they promise you everything, and you promise them everything, and then someone fucks up, and there is a huge fight (or a small one), it's worse.
it's worse because...well, fuck. we promised to be together forever, but now you might call it quits. now i might call it quits. it's best we move on. we can't hack it one fucking year. the fairy tale isn't real. I'm like this and you're like this, and, god, if we can't be together who in the world will ever be good enough?
It's so much worse.
I keep thinking about "the Last Kiss"
and really, i feel like i've fucked myself, because when you promise everything, no matter what, forever and ever amen-- where then is the goddamn fucking "enough" line and does it exist and can he cross it? Did you cross it?
Once it's crossed...what do you do? what do you do?
What do you do?